with lingz & brian at service today
today's sermon is part of a 14-lessons marriage workshop. though the topic at hand wasn't exactly relevant to us now... but it was a really good Word and Pastor Kong made it thoroughly enjoyable with all of his jokes on difficult in-laws. haha :)
PS: Lingz, praise was a blast today! i'm really really happy for you =) Pray and give thanks always. Remain faithful in Christ and you will experience heaven on earth. *hugs*
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those simple words hit so hard. but im gonna stop crying.
i know that the distance has been straining for you, and i don't blame you for feeling this way. it will always work out. and so we said, half a yr ago. really? i know that the burden is getting to you...and things are much harder to relate now that we don't see each other. it's almost like we're living different lives. i don't blame you for making this choice. and this is a choice i had to make ultimately, as painful as it is. as much as i try to convince myself that this decision is the best for the both of us...that maybe we'd be better off this way, i really still miss you a hell lot :(
i really do.
even as im slowly starting to let go and lean on God's strength, those memories will still inevitably come back. especially when i'm alone. and i hate it because i can't help breaking down when they do. Don't cry because it's over now, but laugh because it happened. thanks for everything. thanks for making this past 1 and a half yrs a magical part of my life... im happy to have experienced it with you. how every song reminds me of what used to be.
May the Lord be with you.
i hate to say this but... goodbye.
.:Xiufang:.
with lingz & brian at service today