Tuesday, November 28, 2006
eew this is disturbing
i came back from a long day in school..craving to eat a nice pot of greens.and to my utmost horror and disgust, i found a dead caterpillar lying in my cabbage. the worst thing was that it actually conveniently shit all over my cabbage. well, not entirely, cos such a small caterpillar cant exactly excrete that much..it dirtied like the outermost 2-3 layers.
so now im wondering if i should just throw the whole thing away..or, wash the excretion away and eat the greens.
dilemma
.:Xiufang:.
~*11:35 PM*~
Monday, November 27, 2006
~*12:10 AM*~
Sunday, November 26, 2006
~*7:11 PM*~
Saturday, November 25, 2006
~*7:17 PM*~
went to rosebery hall yesterday to meet serene and we cooked!! we ate SO MUCH we were ultra bloated...hahahaha.now all my running yesterday morning in the gym went down into the drain :( hehe.time for serious cardiovascular activities soonsoon.
greens

smoked barbeque chicken!!
sweet yumnmy strawberries.i likeeeee :)
before...
after... :):):)
oh yummy! our chocolate fudge cake was an ultimate indulgence! <3<3<3
we brought the cake down to share with some of the girls...butbutbut the two of us greedypigs ate the entire cake almost all by ourselves.hahaha
serene *hugs*
oink oinkz
today i am up and early! will be going to Hamleys and London Aquarium later in the day! wheeee i love my weekends.apparently Hamleys is one of London's largest toy store..5 big storeys filled top to bottom with toys!! (or so they said) hahahah i can't wait i can't wait! :D
.:Xiufang:.
~*8:59 AM*~
Thursday, November 23, 2006
~*12:30 AM*~
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
~*10:01 AM*~
Check out this column in 8 days...something for ME to think about esp...:PI can't :) without Uby Tommy WeeIt's not even funny anymore. Someone whined in the papers recently about the questionable habit of putting too many smileys :) and LOLs (Laughing Out Loud) in e-mails. I'm like, why stop there? Smileys :) and LOLs creep into SMSes and chat messages, too, don't they? But the most amazing thing about the story was - get this - some people felt that smileys :) are insincere.Honestly, it's 2006. The full-bodied Scarlett Johansson is the Sexiest Woman Alive. Britney is single again. You can get a new nose/boob/jaw during lunch. Global warming might kill us all. If you expect sincerity from a text or a chat message, you may be asking for too much. The whole idea of communicating through computers and gadgets is so that people don't have to face each other. Manage expectations. I can think of many reasons why civilised folks want to put distance between themselves, but doing so to be more sincere is not one of them.I'd be the first to admit that i type 'LOL' with a straight face. I have the same expression when I type 'I'm sorry your dog died'. I'm red-eyed, frowning and, more often than not, sleepy. And I use 'ROFL" without remorse. I don't actually collapse on the office carpet and start Rolling On The Floor Laughing (a good thing, too, since my office carpet is a self-sustaining ecosystem of dirt and bacteria). I'd also be exhausted if I did, because I type 'ROFL', on average, 15 times a day. I must say I'm forced to use 'ROFL' especially if I've typed 'LOL' two lines ago. My writer's instincts forbid me to be repetitive.I have a friend who has a pink, animated smiley (:), but pink and moving) for the word 'ha'. You can imagine how my eyes hurt when she goes 'hahahahaha'. And she laughs a lot. Almost every other damn line. I blocked her eventually. I'm like a brute on MSN, man. I switch my status to "Away' when i'm actually at my desk. I block boring people. Ruthlessly, I put up "Out to Lunch"...at midnight. You get the point. There's no respect whatsoever for the emoticons. Why? Because there are enough rules in life. Asking for sinceriy from someone in front of a computer on the other side of the world/country/cubicle means you have an extremely brittle ego. You're technically begging on someone else's keystrokes.But I see why people love the smiley :). Think about it, the smiley :) is a cop-out for the inarticulate, a knee-jerk reaction for those who hate confrontations. It's an excellent breather for people who are less argumentative than you. I may be overstating the case here, but I think a lot of us, deep down, can't express ourselves properly. When there's no good comeback or opinion, a smiley :) has to do.It might be the ball-breaking dealines but when I'm facing a blank screen and a blinking cursor, I do not possess a single iota of emotion. Every ounce of energy in me is wringing out that desirable turn of phrase, that bulletproof sentence. Emotion clouds the thought process. Emotion wrestles with fact, logic, and accuracy. I can't be laughing (LOL) or sobbing :( or sticking out my tongue acting cute :P every 15 minutes. That's why they're called emoticons- Emotion Icons. Because they emote for us. We're just too darn lazy.I'd like to call this flagrant usage of the smiley :), 'contained hysteria'. It's an extension of our suppressed (and repressed) selves. Emoticons represent the poker faces we wear through the sludge of life, but we yearn continuously to be heard, for our expressions to mean something. We're human, after all. Communication is a basic need. Hence, when we :), we want the whole world to :) with us.Haha, maybe it's cos i use smilies so often, that i feel compelled to dispel the whole 'insincerity' point. I mean, sure, to a certain extent, using smilies at such a high frequency has become a habit, such that my fingers just type it out without much thought sometimes...That much i'll concede. But that doesn't mean that my usage of it has to ALWAYS be without meaning. I sure hope that when i talk on MSN and stuff, it doesn't come across as being 'insincere', so to speak. Of course when i type out ROFL, i can't literally be rolling on the floor laughing. No sane person will do that, not even in normal everyday conversation. Can you imagine talking to someone one minute, and then noticing that that someone is no longer at eye level with you the next, but is instead tumbling around on the ground? BUT that doesn't mean that I won't sincerely be laughing really hard at a certain comment...not to the extent of rofl, sure...but almost there...:PAnd because the format of communication through cyberspace is inherently so detached as compared to face-to-face interactions, smilies actually make these conversations less distant and more personal. After all, expressions and feelings are part and parcel of effective communication. If these are limited through sheer physical distance between two people, then one way in which emotions can be conveyed to the other party will be through smilies. I don't know about other people, but personally, i think writing :) or :D can actually bring a smile to someone's face at a com screen some thousands of kilometres away.-XL :)P.s. I can't believe i'm actually debating about this when i should be studying for exams...haha.
~*4:44 AM*~
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
it is quite true that man lives by bread alone --- when there is no bread.
skyped with my parents yesterday and i was so happy to see them! i miss home so muchhhh...i miss how my bro used to wake me up early in the morning to hit the gym/go for morning run in mcritchie/bball after our gym sessions et cetera et cetera.i miss my mommy's home-cooked food and my daddy's talk and how my parents would nag whenever i dont eat properly.yes, i am a spoilt kid back home. and i miss being spoilt like that. haha. i miss my friends...my silly-goon pals, (i am definitely gonna miss xmas with you guys!) i miss sitting in cell-group sessions on saturday afternoons listening to bk preaching God's word :) and even though church here is great and all, nothing ever feels like home as compared to chc.
dear santa,
all i want for christmas this year is....you.
.:Xiufang:.
~*10:45 AM*~
Monday, November 20, 2006
Hahahaha. we were super boliao last night and started skyping though we live like...next door?! :) it was so fun, i kept making anita pose with her cute bear (pumpkin! technically it's not hers haha). it was so cool i was telling her she looked like some korean actress on youtube.hehs!
xi nu ai le
of anita cheah :)
lol
.:Xiufang:.
~*9:27 PM*~
~*7:06 PM*~
Sunday, November 19, 2006
went to hillsong today for service :) praise and worship was so good! i was so happy when they played Take It All at the end of service cos they didn't play it during P&W. haha...sermon was not too bad, the pastor touched on the parable of the good samaritan, one of my favourite parables =D then i headed to sainsbury central at holborn to do my usual sunday grocery shopping. sundays are good and sundays make me happy.because there's church, followed by grocery shopping (stocking up time!) lalala.but as i told keith, there's no such thing as stocking up when it comes to junk cos i usually eat them all up.HAHA.
i walked past the Krispy Kreme shop at holborn and told myself no no no no im not going to buy. hahaha and now i really regret.im suffering from krispy-kreme-withdrawal-syndrome :(
i like the trenchie which i bought from Primark yesterday =)
xinling! yes winter shopping is so so fun right! yeah love those jackets with the furry hoods! hahahah take nice snow shots of Beijing for me okie! :) lalala will you be spending christmas in Beijing as well?ask your daddy to let you come london!
i know this is a random comment but...
i love my baked potatoes =p
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~*9:32 PM*~
Winter Shopping!!In anticipation of my trip to beijing immediately after exams...went on a winter shopping spree this weekend! Haha, that's the good thing about growing up..( i got my last set of winter clothes when i was p4) you get to outgrow your clothes and get new ones! :D REALLY happy with my purchases...Nice black outer jacket with some fur for the hood...checkNice black inner jumper (the outermost layer when i'm indoors)...checkNice matching scarf and cap...checkWarm gloves to prevent my hands from freezing and falling off...checkAnd i'm ready to go! :D Hmmm....now to get through the exams..Yikes...such a pain...Oh, and checked out vivo city again with lilian on fri! Lim's Art and Living is just SO gorgeous with its christmas deco...really brought the both of us into the christmas spirit! Was quite inspired by the way they had snowflakes and icicles hanging down from their ceiling...Maybe i should attempt something like that for my room after the exams! :P-XL :)
~*3:15 PM*~
Saturday, November 18, 2006
~*8:53 PM*~