does apathy grow silently where rapture used to fly?
i remember how we once used to discuss about the way(s) we view ourselves as age slowly catches up with us.the juvenile days of hopscotch, five stones and zero point evolved into the open(yet naive) debates on the world at large - politics, homosexuality, racism and the humankind as a whole.as wisdom starts to catch up with our age, we(hopefully) become more sensitive. and sensible.we implore the human behaviour - why are some people like that, and why am i not?sometimes we find ourselves in sophie's world..which is not a bad thing altogether, because it means that we are actually thinking.and it is during this phase of growth where own opinions are formed that you turn hostile to what others have to say.some of us become opinionated, while others, arrogant.
solitude.maybe it is God's way of telling me something.as you grow up, you tend to want more privacy and an allocated so-called private time to yourself.you don't see friendship the way you once did anymore. in a good way.you start to seek friendship within yourself. you start to understand who you are, more and more each day. it's like being on a roller coaster ride of self-discovery. sometimes, you feel the utter soreness of disappointments. at other times, you feel the uncontainable burst of ecstacy and jubilation. at the end of the ride, you feel accomplished..because in one way, you have come to terms with who you really are. and accept the way how God made you, why He put you on this planet earth and what you should be doing with your life. you and i are part of God's perfect plan. it's one thing to be in the picture, and another to be out, and see the big picture.
.:xiufang:.
